"trying to get laid"
Andrew even tried
impressing her with his new job, in which he wore a suit and made enough to
buy three BMWs a year, but Helena just could not bear the thought of having
sex with him again. If you could even call it sex. The first time he lasted
less than five minutes. The second time he was so drunk he gave up and fell
asleep. They joked about it sometimes, but lately their friendship, which
was distant from the beginning, had stalled into his attempts to get her into
bed.
They had lunch once a month at the bistro across the street from their apartment
complex. She ordered a double shot of espresso, black, no sugar. He ordered
a large pastry, usually some sort of strudel. They sat by the window and watched
the crowd hurry by.
Cmon, he coaxed. I know you get lonely sometimes,
dont you?
I do not, she said.
I bet if I get you drunk youd do it.
You tried that already. Lets face it.
Its just not going to happen.
What if youre just dying for it, you know? All Im saying
is that Im available, he said, taking a bite into his pastry.
He wiped his hand on the napkin.
You cant deny our humanly impulses.
Leaning forward, she said, Listen, I know you think its going
to happen, but its not. We go through this every month.
They were friends, he thought, whod had sex. The truth was that he was
slightly embarrassed. He knew shed told his friends, had actually joked
with one of them one night at the bar about his impotency one night. He would
remember his failure all his life and he would attempt to fortify his self-esteem
with his job as a financial consultant, his new television set, or the supermodels
he sometimes met in New York, but really it was shame that kept him in his
pursuit to redeem himself. That and he had no chin.